Secret Life of A BBW

HIATUS

2006-09-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

I am going to take a break from the blogging word for awhile I have some health issue I need to deal with I am finally on the mend from a bout of Viral Meningitis and I have some other things I need to tend to I plan on trying to keep up on reading your blogs hope to see you all soon

Stop The Pain LOL

2006-08-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

Ok this is getting ridiculous I swear I am so tired of being in pain my damn rib still isn't healing right and my head is still killing me along with my neck and jaw now for some odd reasons...I am tired as all out hell these pain killers the Dr prescribed kill the pain but the are a killer too if I don't take them it hurts and I can barely get any sleep and im tired as hell during the day and if I take them I sleep way to hard and still feel tired when I get up so I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't I did make sure that I took my ass to the courthouse when the fucker who hit me was seen by the judge well come to find out he was driving on a suspended license and he has convictions for drunk driving....I damn near went ballistic outside the court when his wife had the gall to say yea he hit someone but he didn't kill anyone thank goodness there was a bailiff there or I would have slugged her she goes on to say to the lady she was with well the injuries to the person he hit weren't that bad lol that is when I was like ummm excuse me how do you know the person wasn't seriously hurt and she says well he says he didn't his them hard enough so I look at her and say your husband is a fucking liar and how do I know cause I am the fucking person he hit and yea he did hit me pretty hard thank you and no he didn't kill me but he fucked me up its no fun having to have glass pulled from your arms and chest I went on to explain the fact that her husband t-boned me and everything and all she could was look at me and when I was done she said well at least your alive be happy so I said to her yea your right I am alive and your gonna wish you weren't when I'm done suing you and your husbands ass & walked away ....I really need a drink so badly you all have no idea Jack is calling my name I began a new sex blog but i'm ot gonna plug it in case I don't keep up there so in case you come across a sex story posted somewhere else that you saw here now you now why lol ......Hope everyone is having a good weekend

Been To HELL & I'm ALMOST Back

2006-08-14T17:00:00.000-07:00

Ok I know its been awhile since I posted but you will see why by the time I am done with this post...First off the family reunion wasn't as bad as I thought everyone felt sorry for me so they laid off with 20 questions and also Jeff was here so it was good...Well I will try and keep this short but I can't promise anything...One night after work Jeff and I were going to meet for dinner since I was running late I went straight from work and he just drove over from the house...THANK GOODNESS he did on my way to dinner I was driving and some asshole ran his red light and T-Boned the passenger side of my car and didn't stop until he ran my car into a brick wall of a drive-thru and proceeded to take off( I later found out someone who say this followed him and got his plate number) When the car finally stopped I tried to open my door that's when I realized I was pinned up against the wall I opened my eyes and all I saw was broken glass from the windshield, and passenger and diver door and I felt blood dripping down my face all I can do is stare cause my shirt is covered in blood I eventualyheard this guy yelling to me from the passenger side that the cops and ambulance were on their way and all of a sudden I felt like someone was squeezing the hell outta my sides so I don't know if it was a good idea but I undid my seat belt and omg I went to breathe and all I could do was takae slow breathes anything more and it hurt like a bitch....These guys pried open the passenger door and one sat down and was talking to me making sure I didn't fade out casue I guess at differnt points when he wwas talking to me I went in and out...The next time I came to my head was pounding and my damn cell phone was ringing for some reason all I could do was laugh cause I say who the fuck would be calling now so like a dork I reach over and pick it up and its Jeff and he is like I am going to be late I am on so and so street and there is an accident and I say yea I know I'm the accident so he pulled over and got out and was talking to me the EMT guy got in the car and put a brace on my neck so they could get my car moved and pry the door open so they could get me out of the car so I get to the hospital and the oddest thing happends all of a sudden the hearing in my left ear goes out and I can't hear anything on that side and for some reason I hadn't cried or anything I think that was the calmest I have ever been in my life so when it was all said and done and the injury tally was added up I had 2 broken ribs some cuts on my face here and there the majority where on my arms and chest a seperated left shoulder 2 broken fingers on my left hand a mild concussion and a monster bruise on my left leg from the driver side armrest other then that I was ok I was in the hospital for a few days and they let me go home sleeping well should I say trying to sleep was pure hell if you have ever had a concussion you know what I mean and shit lights not a good idea I must say I think I looked good wearing sunglasses in the house or even when it wasn't sunny lol my hearing was fine after that night I don't know what casued it to just go out like that the first night I finally fell asleep in the middle of the night Jeff got into the bed and something about the way it moved I woke up screaming and balling I think when the bed moved I jerked and it make me think of the accident and I finally just ended up letting it all out everything is going ok the only problem is my one of my ribs doesnt seem to be healing right but I guess that's it for now I am gonna go take a nap LOL...I also must say I am happy that I survied the accident to see another birthday I turned 27 on the 4th of Aug......Eve

Summer =Family Reunions (Someone Save Me Plz)!!!

2006-07-02T12:35:00.000-07:00

I am not a fan of family reunions as if from the title you didn't already know that....I can usually avoid them cause they are usually on the East coast or down south in Georgia where we have family but nooooo I'm not so lucky this year I get a call from my aunt telling me this year its up here with ME(just talking about it makes me wanna drink lol)...I am not saying I don't love my family its just that every year its the same thing people I never talk to, people I don't know,people who keep asking me whose daughter are you??? The people in my family rarely keep in touch so I could have met them at the last reunion and have no clue who they are now...Then there is also the fact that I am the only person in my family age 16 and up who hasn't popped out a kid or has a baby daddy in jail or married or divorced or some other drama lol to be totally honest I would rather set my hair on fire and let it burn out then to have to deal with this reunion it always seems to follow the same routine from the times I've been and from what i've heard of the past few years someone always gets into a fight(no cops involved yes but there is always this year LOL) and there is always some family dirt revealed last year was my aunt cheated on my uncle and had a baby that my uncle thought was his & people in this family wonder why I keep my business to myself lol...Well the upside is I will see my mom I haven' t seen her for a few years (don't tell her that I said this or i'll deny it but I miss my mommy sometimes lol) and there are tons of new babies I have to see I swear every year there are at least 2-5 new kids lol..But all may not be so bad the reunion is near the end of July and Jeff should be here by then so i'll have someone to keep me from pulling my hair out lol....I must say on to a different topic I am loving this four day weekend I know come Wednesday I am not going to want to go back to work lol.....I have a few BBQ's to visit on the forth and Me & Andrew are going to see the fireworks we hung out last night and watched some movies that I thought were going to be good but ended up bad LOL)...Well that's all for now I just wanted to post and let people who read this know i'm still alive lol I need to go grocery shopping only thing in my freezer is popsicles,fudgesicles and otter pops LOL.....Eve

Stolen questions

2006-06-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

I have some drama brewing now and will post it soon but I wanted something to put here so I stole these questions from Confused Husband who borrowed then from Artfuldodger...Can't you feel the borrowing love in Blogger Land...

1. What time did you get up this morning - 9 A.M

2. Babe Ruth or Barry Bonds - Babe Ruth cause he makes a damn good candy bar(LOL i'm kidding not a baseball fan more football but i'll pick Babe Ruth)

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema ? - Hoodwinked(LOL)

4. What is your favorite TV show? - Dirty Jobs on Discovery Channel

5. What did you have for breakfast? - Never do breakfast

6. What is your middle name? - Evelyn

7. What is your favorite cuisine? - Chinese

8. What foods do you dislike? - Beans,sprouts,eggplant & many more

9. What is your favorite type of music ?- Country

10. What kind of car do you drive? - Rental @ the moment

11. What characteristics do you despise? - Liars,

12. Favorite item of clothing? - Bras & Panties (I have a collection)

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? - Nova Scotia

14. What color is your bathroom - white.

15. Favorite planet? Earth where else can you find a Starbucks on almost every corner

16. Where would you retire to? - Vegas Baby !!!!

17. Favorite time of day? - Bedtime

18. Where were you born? Ma

19. Favorite sport to watch? Football

20. The first blog you ever read? A friends

21. Last blog you read? My Journey of Self Discovery

22. What is your favorite product that you use? My Dell computer

23. Coke or Pepsi? - Coke

24. Are you a morning person or night owl? - Night person.

25. How many kids do you want? - Don't know

26. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? - Hopefully owning my own home

27. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone - Jeff is copming to visit

28. What did you want to be when you were little? - A Vet

29. Favorite Candy Bar - Twix

30. What is your favorite thing about blogging? - All the differnt people you meet

31. What is your least favorite thing about blogging? - Rude people

32. Star Wars or Star Trek? - Neither

33. Any scars? - Yea

34. Eye color? - Brown.

35. Ever been to Africa? - No

36. Ever been beaten to within an inch of your life? No.

37. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes

38. Croutons or bacon bits? Bacon Bits

39. Favorite day of the week? Friday

40. Favorite monkey? Curious George LOL

41. Favorite flower? Calla Lillies

42. Favorite ice cream? Klondike Bars(What Would YOU Do For A Klondike Bar LOL)

43. Favorite day of the year? Christmas. New Years

44. Favorite fast food restaurant? Arby's

45. Favorite web site?. All the blogs listed lol I'm a blog reading junkie lol

46. How many times did you fail your driver's test? None

47. From whom did you get your last e-mail? Jeff gmail account but I have serveral other email accounts

48. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Ikea-Wal-Mart-Target

49. What do you do most often when you are bored? Eat/Sleep

50. What time do you usually go to bed for the evening? about 1-2 AM

51. What are you listening to right now?-Rain

52. What is your favorite color? - Black.

53. Lake, Ocean or river? I like them all

54. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? The farmer that ones the farm that the chicken and the egg are on lol

55. What is your favorite song? I don't have a favorite song.

56. What book are you reading right now?. 5 People You Meet In Heaven

57. What is the one thing you could not travel without? My cell phone

I RIse

2006-06-03T02:45:00.000-07:00

I love this poem whenever I am in a funk I read it and it helps

Still I Rise

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?'
Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard'
Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surpriseT
hat I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

Maya Angelou

Why Aren't You Married ???

2006-05-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

I went into the office today because I was having lunch with a few ladies I work with and all of a sudden this women runs up to me and hugs me and say congratulations I am so happy for you & I look at her and say congratulations for what"oh didn't you just come back from your honeymoon" and I look at her and say not that I know of unless they are calling Carpel Tunnel surgeries honeymoons now then no I didn't...She says oh and walks away...I relay the story over lunch to my co-workers and they seems to wonder the same thing..How come you aren't married Eve ???....I've had other bloggers ask me the same thing also so I am going to answer this once and for all lol...People seem to think that since i'll be 30 in a few years I hear my clock ticking and should be settling down and popping out babies...Well there is a very high chance that I can't pop out babies so the clock ticking doesn't bother me because I don't hear it....As for marriage I haven't found anyone I want to marry..Maybe its my age but the idea of one person for the rest of my life now that isn't to say that I won't go out tomorrow and meet the man of my dreams and fall madly head over heels in love and want to marry him, but in there here and now present I don't see it happening lol...So then I get the pros of having a man around from these women man I swear they all need help

1.Someone to fix your flat tire-I can do that myself

2.Warm body next to you-Yea that's nice but my teddy bear does a good job of that and worse case scenario i'll get a dog

3.Someone to cook for you and take care of you-I do that for myself now

4.Security-Well I give myself that now I have been working since I was 16 I have saved up enough of a next egg that if I was to los my job my only wory would be health insurance...

Speaking of security I learned that a co-worker that we were having lunch with is getting married and she said she is only marrying the guy for security she is 29 he is 38..She doesn't want to have to work forever(well hell no one does lol)so she figures marry someone older to take care of her then she has the nerve to say well I'm sure I can learn to love him after we are married.....What The Fuck what do you mean learn to love him you should love him before you marry him...Thank goodness they had to get back to work or I would have most likely said something lol..So now you all know why I am not married....Eve

Snip,Snip Cut & Sew

2006-05-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

Well hello ladies and gentlemen yes I am still alive thank you to the people who emailed about my absence... May 12th I had surgery on my wrist for my Carpel Tunnel problem and in the beggining it made it hard to type with one hand but I can use the other one a lil with no pain so I'm back on track LOL...According to the Dr I should be all better in 4-6 weeks...I took 6 weeks off work and man am I losing my mind LOL...I think I may take a trip or something I have been brushing up on my reading thought and trying to keep up on reading everyones blogs and stuff...Well that is all for now I am going to relax and take my meds....Eve

What Hurts The Most....Caring

2006-05-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

I have been comtemplating writing this for awhile now I have something I need to say to a certain person and since they finally know about this blog its easier to do it here as opposed to face to face because if we were face to face I am sure I would never get it all out without crying.... When you moved away I stopped talking to you thinking maybe if I removed myself from the equation maybe it would get better for you and I could bury what I felt and move on...Well your back and the situation hasn't improved any only gotten a lil more complicated and the feelings I burried have resurfaced & I honestly never thought I would see you again...It still sucks for you because the facts still remain the same as they were the last time we talked about this...**You can't leave and I would never ask you to knowing what is at stake if you were to try...**They are only 5 & 7 they need you..**Maybe one day she will realize your more then just a back account...**I really hope she does...**We connect on a emotional & mental level more then a physical even though we have been intimate a few times it didn't start out to be that way & we both know that...I'm not going to say I don't care because I do but at the same time I care enough about you to want all those things to work out for you...I know more about the situation then most people cause I was there and saw it first hand & heard the things first hand...If she won't listen to you about her health and medication maybe you need to talk to her family about it since they some of them are on the same thing maybe they can get her to understand she is better with them even if she thinks she is better without them....I see you everyday and no matter what happends I am not going to stop talking to you and hoping all works out as for the rest I can't say what's going to happen there I hope you can understand....Eve

Tagged Again

2006-04-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

I was tagged by Hopeless Flirt to list a few weird/noteworthy things about myself....Easier said then done lol I owe you one Hopeless LOL...

1.I have broke all of my fingers at least once and my index finger on each hand is a lil crooked due to the fact that when I played softball in school I hated wearing a glove

2.I've had 2 minor (as the Dr called them)heart attacks..One at age 21 and the other age 24 who says the stress of school can't kill you..No damage was done with either of them so I am truly lucky

3.I've been the "other women" before....

4.I've thought about having a breast reduction but if they were smaller they wouldn't fit my body lol

5.I am addicted to Trident gum I have packs in all the draws of my desk at work

6. My index-middle & ring finger on each hand is double jointed

I have no clue what else to share if you have an idea drop me a line

I am going to tag

Desperate Husband
Foolish Mutterings
Venting Housewife

Take your time with this there is no rush I know the weather is getting nice enjoy it lol and send some my way plzzzzzzzzzz....Eve

Fuck It....

2006-04-16T19:25:00.000-07:00

As I sit here writing this I have a bottle of Jack(got a new bottle DH) and a bottle of Tequila in front of me I am in the mood to get drunk today(it takes a lot to get me drunk )....I am so fucking fed up with people and parts of my life right now its not even funny I been getting attitude from people all week..I must have a sign on my head that says give me a hard time or something...I had an employee email me pissed Because they didn't get a day off they need..Umm well fuck nut your telling the WRONG person I don't make the schedule or handle shit like that so they email me back and say well I know you don't so the schedule but I figured you could tell them I wasn't happy with it...So I emailed back and said well your an adult you have two good legs and a working mouth go in the Monday morning and tell them they messed up it won't mean crap coming from me...Next Jeff has to reschedule his trip up here but that's ok with all the crap i'm about to have to deal with it's probably for the best right now...Got into a heated argurment with JD he pretty much told me an yes these are his exact words that its my fault that he used drugs for so long cause I left had I stayed he would have quit sooner and if I had really loved him I would have stayed....So I tell him Fuck you the two times you OD'ed I sat in that fucking hospital and cried and begged you to get help and you wouldn't I wasn't gonna sit there and watch you destroy your life,have someone find you dead or watch you die in the hospital sorry I wasn't going to and if that makes me a bad person so be it and I told him don't try that if you really loved me bullshit either yea I loved you but I needed my sanity more and maybe I'm selfish for saying that I don't know I loved him too much to sit there and watch him die.. I told him I didn't sell him drugs, I didn't say here shoot this, snort this or smoke this he did that all on his own he needs to take responsibility for that shit not me I told him don't call me anymore and I hung up on him....Could things get any worse well yes they can I had a plan I sat down and went over my finaces and figured I had enough money to live good for a year maybe a lil more I did all that cause I was thinking of quitting my job I been working since I was 16 and i'm 26 now yea I know big deal I just wanted a break cause I HATE my job but I had one lined up if I wanted it ( I talked all this over with a blogger buddy(thanx for listening to me I appreciate it)...So I decided the next day I was going to quit LOL well guess I was WRONG I had a Dr appt that morning before work and all hell broke loose I am going to need a few surgeries so quitting isn't an option the other job has benn but I would have to wait for them to start and then you have the pre-existing condition bs...I need surgery for carpel tunnel on my hand a broken finger that didn't heal well that's making it worse, I have no cartlidge in my knee its just rubbing and I have the same issue in my shoulder so I'll be getting sliced and diced folks lol...I have to laugh and drink to keep from pulling my hair out..Well thats all my griping for now sorry I haven't been blogging more I will try and keep on top of things...I hope everyone has a Happy Holiday out there....Hope you like my Easter colors lol...Eve

My TMI 100

2006-04-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

Damn, I been working on this all damn week LOl took me forever to think of 100 things about myself and I am sure there are things on this list NO ONE wants to know but sorry lol hope you enjoy....

1. I am originally from Mass
2. Lost my virginity at 15
3. No I don't regret it
4. I love to suck cock
5. Love shaved cock and balls
6. DD cup-All Natural
7. I am shaved smooth
8. Black hair
9. I can mentally masturbate & have an amazing orgasm
10.I've had a 3-some once (two men)
11.I want another one
12.Porn makes me laugh
13.I love to watch sports
14.I can play the Sax and trumpet
15.I want to try sushi
16.I love Jack Daniels-Tequila & Jim Bean
17.Kool-Aid & Vodka(Especially Grape)
18.I've thought about piercing my tongue
19.My ears are pierced 5 times in each ear
20.I'm always horny
21.Love to be fucked doggystyle
22.Can be dominant
23.Or submissive
24.I have a weakness(addiction LOL) to white me
25.I want a tattoo
26.I always sleep in my sock lol
27.I love altoids(especially w/Bj's)
28.I am addicted to gum
29.I've always been attracted to older men 30 and up
30.Addicted to tattoo shows
31.I have PCOS(Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome)
32.Love my neck kissed
33.Can orgasm from it
34.I have used candle wax during sex
35.I can be a nice person but fuck with me or anyone I care about & watch your back
36.I have brown eyes
37.Am a member of the Mile High Club
38.Never had sex in a car
39.Tried smoking a cigarette once tasted horrible never tried again
40.Love sex
41.Believe in Karma
42.Love to Debate
43.Own more then 50 pairs of panties & bras
44.Hate shopping
45.Love watching Thunder & Lightening
46.Hate snow
47.Buy movies and rarely watch them LOL
48.Love Calla Lilies & Irises
49.Love my job hate some of the people I work with
50.Love putting puzzles together
51.Broke left arm 2 times
52.Right arm once
53.Sprained right ankle 3 times
54.Left ankle twice
55.Most of the injuries were sports related
56.I played sports in Junior High & High School
57.Hate driving in the city
58.Wish I lived in the country
59.High Sex Drive
60.Love Juice more then soda LOL
61.Night Owl
62.Love facial hair on men
63.love shaved men with shaved head
64.Will date men even if they don't have facial hair or shaved heads
65.Avid Reader
66.Love the smell of Preferred Stock
67.Can't sleep nude when alone (Yes I know I'm odd)
68.Love candles
69.Love smell of Vanilla
70.Favorite Ice cream -Drumsticks
71.Love country music
72.Want to travel to Paris
73.I read Playboy
74.Don't like anal sex LOL
75.Like being spanked(Lightly)
76.More men friends then women
77.have smoked a cigar
78.and enjoyed it
79.love the smell of pipe smoke
80.Love my mother
81.love my dad but we aren't close(story for another time)
82.I'm a Leo
83.Have purred for the right man
84.Like to bite and be bitten during sex(not hard)
85.I'm a moaner
86.Beggar
87.Multi-Orgasmic
88.Collect candle holders
89.Also postcards
90.Graduated high school @ 16
91.Never married but was asked once
92.Said no was way too young
93.Love showers but like a nice bubble bath when I have the time
94.I'm an insomniac
95.I can go months before I get a good night sleep
96.I sleep better when I have someone next to me
97.I'm a great listener
98.Want to learn to knit
99.Want to join a gym
100.Shower sex kicks ass lol

Useless Info..But Kinda Interesting....

2006-04-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

DID YOU KNOW
On Wednesday of this week, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the
morning, the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06.
That won't ever happen again.

Someone sent this to me so I figured I would share LOL

yes useless info I have way too much time on my hands

this late at night...Hope everyone is having a good night

Eve

Yummy Cookie.....

2006-04-03T21:20:00.000-07:00

What Kind Of Cookie Are You ?

You Are a Black and White Cookie
You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!
So what about you?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcookieareyouquiz/

Busy As A Bee...

2006-04-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

Well I know I have been slacking on posting lately but things have been crazy here...My bestfriend Jeff is coming to visit from Florida yes this is the same Jeff from the questionnaire post....Let me give you a lil background on me & Jeff we have been friends since kindergarten we have been attached at the hip lol all the way up to the end of High School we had all the same classes and everything...I always felt like I could be myself around Jeff he could read me like a book and I could do the same to him...We were there for each other when we thought no one else would be..Jeff was my first everything crush,kiss,date,boyfriend,Sexual experience we dated until the summer we graduated High School he got accepted to University of Miami and I got accepted at a College at home...We knew it would be hard to date long distance and with us starting college things would change and we would meet new people but we remained bestfriends when we had the change we would visit one another through the year..I made a pit stop to see him after the would JD episode before I came here to the West Coast and it was like we had been apart the friendship was as strong as it had always been we talk on the phone at least 3 times a week sometimes more but it will be so great to see him again he is traveling here and then to Colorado for a job interview..Would be cool to have him close by....Also I had a mental meltdown this week while talking to JD he wants to see me when he comes here next month on his way up to Canada...I'm not going to lie and say that deep in my heart I don't still care for this man because I do but at the same time I hate him for all the pain he caused me(selfish of me huh)....I think if I let him back into my heart all he is going to do is hurt me again..I can be friends with him but I don't know if right now I can offer anymore then that...But they say people deserve a second chance who consitutes who gets one and who doesn't ?????....Well I had a very fulling weekend though Andrew and I decided to have dinner instead of drinks on Friday night I had a blast went to nice place and had great conversation...I offered to split the bill but he said no but he would let me buy him a after dinner drink at a near by bar if I would go out with him next weeknd and of course I said yes he is very easy to talk to which I like...On Saturday me and Tim had dinner here and played some PS 2 i'm getting a lil better had a few great rolls around the bed... I have a rug burn on my back(OUCH)...I swear for being single I don't get enough sex LOL....I need to look into that some lol....Work is going as usual I didn't get the position I applied for which is cool because I later found out they dropped some of the bennefits that would have come along with the job..I am content in my office for now LOL..The weather here sucks ass I swear its still fucking cold as I sit here typing this its 52* feels colder then that..I been thinking about investing in a new car and moving into a bigger apartment or condo I don't wanna own a house right now...Well I guess that's it for now time to watch some Ultimate Fighting then maybe a movie..Eve

Hmmm...Kind of Like Me

2006-03-30T21:55:00.000-08:00

Well I took that birthday Quiz and some things are me and some things aren't

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.-I wish they get in the way occasionally, but caused no problem yet
You're level headed and rational.
People count on your to look at things objectively.-Yes, sometimes I wished they wouldn't
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics-I'm loyal as long as you don't fuck me over
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness-I can be stubborn
Your power color: Navy blue-Never Liked navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April

So how much are you like your Birthday description ???

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-03-30T09:25:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: August 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-03-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

I stole this from Confused Husband cause it looked cool and interesting...I owe you a Appletini for stealing CH LOL...

10 Favorites
1. Season: Summer
2. Color: Black
3. Time: Midnight
4. Food: Chinese
5. Drink: Jack Daniel's or Tequila
6. Ice Cream: Drumsticks
7. Place: Las Vegas
8. Sport: Football
9. Actor: Don't Have One
10.Actress: Don't Have One

9 Currents
1. Feeling: Tired
2. Drink: Strawberry-Watermelon Flavored Water
3. Time:6:30 AM
4. Show on TV: ESPN
5. Mobile: Nokia 6101 Flip Phone
6. Windows open: Yahoo Messenger Conversations,Online Newspaper
7. Underwear: Pink with Black & White Lines
8. Clothes: Pj's-Tank top & White & Blue Stripped Boxers
9. Thought: I'm Hungry

8 Firsts
1. Nickname: Eveie
2. Kiss: 14-School dance w/Jeff
3. Crush: 6th Grade Jeff he was a cutie LOL
4. Best Friend: Jeff (same as first crush & Kiss)
5. Vehicle: 1995 Pontiac Grand Am
6. Job: Cashier @ Video Store
7. Date: A Carnival
8. Pet: Golden Retriever named him Bob lol I was 6

7 Lasts
1. Drink: Raspberry Iced Tea
2. Kiss: Tim
3. Meal: Stuffed Pasta Shells
4. Web site: Yahoo
5. Movie: The Four Brother
6. Phone call:Sarah
7. TV Show: Country Music Television

6 Have You Ever
1. Broken the law: Yes
2. Been drunk: Yes
3. Kissed someone you didn't know: No
4. Been close to gunfire: No
5. Skinny dipped: No
6. Broken someone's heart: Yes

5 Things
1. You can hear right now: Radio
2. On your bed: Sheets, blankets, pillows, Mr. Bear
3. You ate today: Bagel w/Cream Cheese
4. You can't live without: Sex, Sanity LOL
5. You do when you're bored: Read Blog's, Read,.Bake

4 Places You've Been Today
1. Bed
2. Shower
3. Kitchen
4. Living Room

3 Things On Your Desk Right Now
1. Digital Cam
2. Web cam
3. Computer

2 Choices
1. Black or White: White
2. Hot or Cold: Hot

1 Place You Want to Visit
1. Hawaii

Yes I am A independent Women

2006-03-26T23:05:00.000-08:00

There is a reason that I chose the video I did..the other day a male friend and I were having a conversation and he said him and his girlfriend just broke up and the nect thing he said caught me off guard he says to me"Well she is just like all the other women in this world she isn't anything but a golddigger...Now as a women I took immediate offense to that i'll be damn if someone is gonna catergorize me as a golddigger cause someone fucked him over...So we went into this debate over why all women are golddiggers and how they only marry a man so they can be taken care of financially I told him just cause you met one person like that(we all warned him she was like that before he began dating her)...Ever since I left home I have been taking care of myself financially and to this day I still do...Nobody pays my bills but me I work hard for my money and have a right to spend it the way I see fit.. know not all women get married just to have a man take care of them but yes some women do that...If and when I get married it won't be for money it will be for love or at least great sex(Kidding)....Then he goes on to talk about how women only want to go to fancy and expensive restaurants...To me its more about the company i'm with as opposed to the place...I have been to some really expensive places with men who were asses & had a shitty time and I've been to places like Denny's with great guys and had a blast so to me its not about where i'm at its who i'm with....I have no problem buying a man dinner why can't we take turn once in awhile..I would rather your time then your money..That is all on that topic for now may have to revisit it later...Eve

Music Video Wednesday # 4

2006-03-23T11:30:00.000-08:00

Destiny's Child Lyrics

Destiny's Child Music Video Codes

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Trying Tuesday

2006-03-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

Today is not my day lol...My dishwasher is broken and according to the manger it will be at least until Tues or Wed until someone can come see about it gee good thing i'm not having a party... I went and sat outside today..this is the first day outside since I went to the ER it was a lil chilly out but it was nice...I can't wait for it to get warm so I can start planting some flowers I want to buy a lil herb garden...I can't believe I am saying this but I can't wait to go back to work I figure maybe i'll go in tomorrow or maybe just wait till Monday...I got an email from Andrew(the Lawyer from the BBW party) I was about to email him back when we hooked up on Instant Messenger and talked for a few hours he wanted to get together for lunch or drinks this week...I told him of my illness so we decided to reschedule for next week...I'm going to fill out my Financial-Aid for the Fall Quater its time to go to school and try and become a lawyer or something close to a lawyer lol...I figure I'll take a few classes and see how it goes if not I can take something else I've also always wanted to major in Hotel-Restaurant Management or Travel & Tourism or Interior Design lol so I got a few ideas...I don't plan on telling anyone in my family what I am doing they drive me crazy as it is...So honestly the less they know the better...So that is it for now see everyone for the Wed Music Video...Eve

Ink Me....

2006-03-20T20:10:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking about getting a tattoo lately...Well i've always wanted one but I been thinking about getting one more and more lately...Tim told me I should get a tattoo of a Devil with Angel wings cause I'm such a Devil lol now I don't know if I should say thank you or be offended lol well I am a Devil a majority of the time so I guess maybe thank you lol....I don't want anything to girlie...I am going to have to think about this for awhile before I decide what I want...I am a tattoo fanatic lol I love men with tattoos so if you have any feel free to send me a pic of the ones you have lol....I was thinking of getting my zodiac sign (I'm a leo i'm like a lion in a few ways...use your imagination lol) or my name in chinese lettering or I have a few ideas for ones that would be for personal reasons close to my heart...but it will be a while before I get one I want to make sure its what I want...Well on the sickness front I am getting better the Sinus Infection is gone,The Strep is on it's way out but this bronchitis is still holding on for dear life...I will admit its been fun having Tim here since I been sick it was fun having someone to hang wth and talk to and a warm body in bed wasn't bad either lol...So today is suppose to be the first day of Spring well it's still to cold for me that's for damn sure...I can't wait for summer to get here I am trying to hold off on taking a vacation till then but I don't see it happening..Well I guess that's it for now i'm off to medicate and relax hope everyone is doing good out there in Blogger Land.....Eve

Happy St. Patricks Day !!!

2006-03-17T03:00:00.000-08:00

I am not Irish but for those of you who are drink up and have a few for me....Enjoy yourselves

Anyone Wanna Give Last Rites.....?

2006-03-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

Cause I feel like I'm dying....Well I finally went to the hospital after Tim found me laying in bed with the heat jacked up to 90 and under 2 blankets I swear I was freezing but all along I'm sweating it was like a nice sauna lol...So after sitting in the waiting room for an hour I finally get called back and the probing begins so after looking here and there making me say ahhh and shoving things here and there Sorry Aphron no its not the Bird Flu LOL....I have three things going on in my I like to call Germ playground...1.I have a Sinus Infection(hmmm explains the eye socket issue)..2. I have Strep Throat( no clue how the hell I got this)...3 & the biggie is bronchitis so I'm just full of germs anyone wanna give me a hug or a kiss lol...So then the Dr tells me I have to be careful that this doesn't turn into Pheumonia....I'm just batting a thousand here...So I got some meds and hopefully will start feeling better soon but he says it will get worse before it gets better and runs its course...So that means o work for awhile but I can most at home so its no big deal...Tim wants to play Dr (LOL not in that way well not till I'm well anyways)....I told him he shouldn't be around me too much I don't want to get him sick ...He says he will go buy some face mask and bone up on his Vitamin C and he will be ok..But I must admit it is nice having someone hold you and night while you are sick even though I'm roasting his to death with the heat....The thing is I rarely get sick but when I do man it kicks my ass..So there you have it my mystery illness is now solved time to medicate myself be back later hopefully......Eve

Music Video Wednesday # 3

2006-03-15T11:00:00.000-08:00

Josh Turner Lyrics

Josh Turner Music Video Codes

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Somebody Shoot Me

2006-03-14T16:30:00.000-08:00

Well I stayed home today due to the fact I still feel like hell...I slept in my recliner lastnight cause everytime I laid down in bed my body hurt...I didn't get much sleep anyways cause all I did was cough and gag al night...I feel like my head is going to explode my eye sockets hurt(how the hell does that happen) ???....everytime I cough I am waiting for a lung to come up my chest is full of crap(I will save you the nasty details)...All my muscles ache arms,legs and back I feel like I ran the Boston Marathon and food is not a friend of mines right now...All I have in me is liquids water and warm ginger ale that is all that will stay down....Tim says I need to go to the ER but I hate those places & I need to invest in a thermometer lol....Right now I am sitting here with the heat jacked up on high and I am freezing my ass off...I'm wearing some sweats with a tshirt under it and have a blanket wrapped around me..All I know is I don't know what I have or how I got it but it needs to go away or back where it came from...I think there is a sickness going around blogger land LOl its just traveling all over...Well I am tired I am going to go try and lay in bed and watch some Hockey or Baseball maybe i'll fall asleep...Try and post more later.....Eve

Monday,Monday....

2006-03-13T13:45:00.000-08:00

Well good afternoon/evening(depending on where you are)America lol ok now that is over and done with I am so damn tired its pathetic....I had my interview today for the management position I applied for in the company...I figure if I don't get it I am going to take some time off and take a lil vacation I need one badly..Even if I do get it I won't start until later in the year when the other person retires and that is fine by me ....I kinda want the job and I kinda don't if that makes any sense lol.......I would love to get out of the hell that is HR and move up but management would mean alot more people under me that I have to deal with their bullshit lol so everyone wish me luck....Well this weekend was fun filled Saturday I attended the wedding of my co-worker Linda I had Tim come with me in case Esther and Sarah didn't show thank goodness they did between them and Tim I had a blast lol...The wedding was nice the color theme was a lil odd it was Baby Blue and Green....The reception was very spectacular he must have dropped a hefty penny on it cause as Linda says she deserves the best and to her money is no object....Well yea it isn't an object to her cause it's his money lol she is gonna bleed him dry I hate to say it but she is a gold digger poor guy isnt gonna know what hit him or maybe he already does and doesnt care or has other plans in mind...I feel like hell I swear someone hit me with a mack truck...I pretty much left work after the interview I think it went well even though I felt like someone was socking me in the chest and banging a metal pot on my head and I hurt all over I swear there is something on around blogger land lol...Well I guess that is it for now I am going to hop in the shower cause I swear this damn apt is like a damn sauna or maybe its me have a good afternoon/evening catch you all later...Eve

I Am........

2006-03-11T03:04:00.000-08:00

EARTH!

which chinese symbol are you?
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The Morning After....

2006-03-10T23:45:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been with someone you promised yourself that you would never see again ??? Because things just got too complicated and it just wasn't the right time...Yea well that's where I am now there are things I want to say in this post but don't know how(if that makes sense)...The following song lyric pretty much sum it up

Lee Ann Womack I May Hate Myself In The Morning

Ain't it just like one of us

To pick up the phone after a couple drinks

Say how ya been I've been wondering if maybe you've been thinking 'bout me

And somewhere in the conversationAn ole familiar invitation always arrives

I may hate myself in the morning

But I'm gonna love you tonight

Everyone's known someone they just can't help but want

Even though we just can't make it work out

Well the want to lingers on

So once again we wind up in each other's arms pretending that it's right

I may hate myself in the morning

But I'm gonna love you tonight

I know it's wrong

But it ain't easy moving on

So why can't two friends

Remember the good times once again

Tomorrow when I wake up I'll be feeling a little guilty, a little sad

Thinking how it used to be before everything went bad

I guess that's what is

In lonely late night calls like this that we try to find

I may hate myself in the morning but I'm gonna love you tonight

So here I sit this morning banging my head against the wall wondering "What The Fuck" am I doing and why am I putting myself back here again...I removed myself from this equation once and I need to do it again....I need a damn vacation I swear or a stiff drink Noon isn't too early for a drink is it?....Its like JImmy & Alan said "It's Five o' Clock somewhere right......

Music Video Wednesday # 2

2006-03-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

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X-Box 360,Sexual Healing & Norah Jones

2006-03-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

Saturday night was game night Tim brought over his X-Box 360 in hopes of teaching me how to play it LOL...I suck at these games lol the hand-eye coordination sucks when I try and play these games but he just knew he could teach me to let you all know how behind in the times I am I own a Nintendo,Super Nintendo and a Playstation lol all that sit on a shelf under my TV and haven't been played with in who knows how long lol...So we hook the game up in the bedroom cause as I have stated before my livingroom couch sucks (I really need to buy a new one)..So I decide to go take a shower and leave him there to play his heart out So after my shower I come in the bedroom to find a candle lit and my Norah Jones CD playing in the cd player so I lay on the bed and we cuddle we start to kiss the kisses get a lil more intense and hands start roaming and clothes come off(this is the first time we have ever went beyond kissing) he starts kissing my head I feel his hands caressing my breasts...feeling his tongue on my nipple all I could do is moan and beg him not to stop...I can feel his cock get hard against my leg I started to stroke it and he pulled away and said not yet as he is licking my nipples I feel his hand slide between my thighs teasing my clit oh that felt so go feeling his fingers slide in and out of me his tongue teasing my clit mmmmmmm fuck it feels so good my hips start to buck against his tongue and fingers I scream and cum...MMMMMM he kisses me and I push him on his back I need to feel his cock in my mouth feeling his cock throb against my tongue hearing him moan....Oh god his cock is so hard so big mmmmm I take him in my mouth mmmmm trying to take all of him in my mouth mmmmmm he taste so good hearing him moan my name seeing the look on his face as I taste him...licking the precum off the head of his cock licking and sucking his balls in my mouth mmmmm I love a shaved cock and balls...I need to feel him inside of me his hands on my hips making me moan with pleasure begging to be taken harder I tell him to fuck me now give me what I need...I feel his hands on my hips sliding in me slowly at first mmmm going a lil faster with each stroke I hit my head on the headboard a few time but mmmmmm I don't care...He starts fucking me harder and harder my face is buried in the pillow and I scream into the pillow oh yes fuck me (Someone else's name here) Thank god I screamed it in the pillow and the CD was still playing..I knew it was Tim but for some reason I said the other persons name I wasn't even thinking of him at the time....MMMM I feel him fucking me harder I'm so close to cumming I can feel it oh fuck Tim make me cum god he began fucking me so hard it hurt but I didn't want him to stop and soon we both came and just laid there and talked and fell asleep in each others arms...I must say if you like having sex or making love to music Norah Jones is the way to go she has a great voice....Eve

Weekend Catch-Up

2006-03-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

Good Morning fellow bloggers I hope you are all having a great weekend...Thurs. I went to one of the colleges and got some course catalogs to check on the classes I am really thinking about becoming a lawyer(I want to help kids to many kids get lost in the system because no one cares and I know I'm only one person but maybe I can make a difference to some kid....I also thought about becoming a CASA advocate here in my city(click CASA to find out more about it)...I also applied for a position in a different part of the company for management I need to get away from someone the assholes in Human Resources I swear some of the men there still think the caveman times exist...We have to attend a Sexual Harassment program because some dumb ass figured it would be funny to say to women "drop to your knees and make daddy happy" now why the Fuck would you say that at work where other people can hear you I guess the person who complained wasn't the person he said it to but someone to happen to be in ear shot distance...Now here is my take on this I have a few dirty jokes here and there with some co-workers but I make sure its in private between me and them and there is no one else around when we talk..If you and someone can joke likes that its cool just make sure you cover your ass and keep it quiet...Speaking of ass I got some this weekend I'll tell about that in my next post..I moved around my livingroom also I have a tendency to move shit around a lot...Two guys from the BBW party emailed me and we have chatted online here and there one(Andrew) is a lawyer lol I may keep him around he may come in handy..and then there is Lucas he is a contractor I'll have to see where these go they both sound like cool people I need to make some new friends lol I need to be in a drama free zone for awhile...May have to set up a few lunch dates here soon and as for drama Sarah and her husband are going to counseling to try and work on their marriage it seems Bob(the guy she cheated with) has moved on to someone else he hasn't talked to Sarah since he was there with her the day she had her abortion I wish her and her husband the best...I bought the movie "Walk the Line" when it came out Tuesday if anyone has seen it tell me what you think..I am the kind of person who buys movies when they come out on DVD rather then go to the movies to see them I have made some good choices and a few ones here and there. I brought the movie Hustle & Flow lol lets just leave it at I got the movie and watched it ...I got all the Harry Potter ones so far on DVD and have yet to watch any of them same with "The Lord of The Rings" got all three and still never watched yet LOL I am a moving watching procrastinator...But my but will be parked in front of my TV today from 7 AM-4 PM to watch a re showing of the NFL Combine...Well its almost 7 so I am going to go get the laptop hop on the couch blog and watch me some combine have a good day....EVE

I Was Tagged-Music

2006-03-02T16:10:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by Ordinary Joe over @ Memoirs of a Married Mad Man I enjoyed doing this one cause I am a music fanatic...
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1.Come Away With Me-Norah Jones
2.Because Of You-Kelly Clarkson(I can relate to parts of the song)
3.Save A Horse Ride A Cowboy-Big & Rich
4.As Good As I Once Was-Toby Keith
5.Brad Paisley & Dolly Parton-When I Get Where I'm Going
6.Trace Atkins-Honky Tonk Badonkadonk(I am ashamed LOL)
7.50 Cent-Disco Inferno

I am going to tag (plz don't hurt me lol)
I don't have 7 people but if your not on the list and you do this
let me know so I can read it

1.Venting Housewife
2.Desperate Husband
3.Foolish Mutterings
4.Over 40 Married Sex
5.My Journey of Self Discovery
6.
7.

Wonder-Fucking Ful Wednesday

2006-03-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

I can guarentee you all if I ever get fired from this job it will be fore drinking on the job....In this past few weeks I have thought about bringing a bottle of Jack to work and when I get pissed or someone gets on my nerves I get to have a nice shot of Jack...I know its wrong but i'm sure some of you would do the same thing if you could...There is one person inpericular who makes me wanna drink like a fish..We will call him Jack lol...Jack has been on vacation for 2 months and just got back today so he comes into my office and sits down and was like "So how come you didn't ask me if I wanted to be on the team for the such & such project"....My boss asked me to pick 4 people I thought were capable of getting something important done in a limited amout of time...so I picked the people and that was all she wrote...So after he asks me why I didn't pick hiim I had to explain "well Jack when he came to me you had already left on vacation and the project was due before you were due to return...Then he looks at me and says well I could have still worked on it while on vacation...Jack's happy ass was in hawaii and on cruise boats his whole vacation..but according to him he had hid laptop and everything so he still could have been on the team...He was like they had fax machines and things like that so I look at him and say "how would you have done research and did you part of the project the hands on part of the project" he says well one of them could have done that part I would have just faxed them the information that I had..So I tried to explain to him that by doing all that it would have been a waste of time sitting wround waiting for you research from where ever the fuck he was at the time and hoping he didn't lose his internet connection and things like that but he still seemed a lil pissed so I told him he could take it up with the boss he he had a problem with it....But i'm thinking who the hell wants to work on their vacation if my ass is in Hawaii or on a cruise the last thing I give a damn about is work..I
swear I wanted a drink so badly after that it wasn't funny...Well on a good note Gabe woke up from his coma and is doing ok there was no brain damage or anything but they are still keeping him in the hospital for obervation..
Well that's it for now more later...Eve

Music Wednesday

2006-03-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

I am a music junkie so I figured I would share my music taste with the people who read my blog every Wednesday I will post a new music video its my release for the middle of the week..Feel free to share your thoughts on the video I post....I'll have more to blog later but i'm going to go crawl back in bed next to the warm body LOL
Eve

2006-03-01T02:50:00.000-08:00

Norah Jones Lyrics

Norah Jones Music Video Codes

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Who Am I ???

2006-02-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

I read an article in some magazine and for the life of me I can't remember which one...But the title of the article was called Who Am I ? It asked things like does anyone really know you and do you know your true self and things like that...It was interesting so I figured I would answer the question "Who Am I ?" Things most people don't know and some thing that no one knows...

There aren't many people who know me well the real me the one who loves sex and thinks about it 95% of the time....No one knows my desire and curiosity of being tied up during sex...I love to give oral sex I love the feeling of a cock in my mouth the feeling of a man's hand on the back of my head feeding his cock into my mouth caressing and licking his balls as I stroke him feeling his cock throb against my tongue and feeling his cock jerk in my mouth as he is about to cum hearing him moan my name as he cums down my throat..Oh lol got lost there for a minute lol now where was I LOL...I am very vocal during sex if its good I've yet to have bad sex is there suck a thing ??? Role Playing has interested me but I've never tried it....Had a threesome once MFM and I SOOO want another one lol....If you want to call me something call me Eve(middle name)....My ultimate dream job is to be a lawyer(I wanna play Horny Lawyer and Naughty Client LOL) see told you sex on my mind a lot...I have been thinking of going back to school to become a lawyer...

Like my profile says I'm a Daughter,Sister,Friend(a good one) a Lover(if you let me) and a Fighter(when you hurt me or someone I love) a Saint (sometimes) a Sinner(need to sin a lot more anyone wanna help? lol) a moaner,a beggar,a screamer(cause if your good I want you to know it) and a pleaser(cause its great knowing that you pleased someone especially sexually).... I am originally from the East Coast lived there a majority of my life andnow here I am on the West Coast...I love watching sports...I love music I'll try and listen to anything once...I am not high matinence....Want me to respect you then give me respect....

What I want in life is the same things I believe other people want and that is to be loved, desired,wanted,
needed,listened to and understood.....All these things above is who I am ......So tell me "WHO ARE YOU ??"

How About Steak & A Blow Job Honey ???

2006-02-26T23:15:00.000-08:00

I damn near fell off my chair when I read an email someone sent to me and I just had to share it with all of you...They say Valentines Day is just for women well here is a Holiday for me mark your calendar's Boys & Girls cause March 14th is Steak & Blowjob day...I guess he gets to eat a big piece of meat and so don't you LOL..Just click the link and read all about it...And for you women that won't give Blow Jobs shame on you(LOL i'm kidding)...the have a product called Semenex its suppose to sweeten the taste of his semen hmmmm to bad they can't make it taste like chocolate lol....

Sleep Sweet Sleep

2006-02-25T02:30:00.000-08:00

Well as I mentioned in my last post Tim was coming over for dinner Wed night.. well that almost didin't happen I was so damn tired when I go home I crashed hard about 8 Tim calls and asks me if I'm ok and what was I doing I told him I was sleeping he said he called to see if istead of me cooking if I wanted him to just bring something over but he said since I was sleep he didn't want to intrude...I told him no I still wanted him to come over we haven't had much time to get together lately with work and his schedule changing so we decided on chinese food so I showered and put on my comfy pj's lol nothing sexy just some bottoms and a tank top lol ( I know it just screams come and take me cowboy doesn't it)...So we decided to eat in the bedroom cause my couch is the most uncomfotable damn thing you will ever sit on I need to get a new one very soon..So after we ate and talked it was about midnight so we just decided to watch tv instead as we are laying there he puts his arms around me and starts rubbing my back ***now I need to say that this is the FIRST time in the whole time that Tim & I have known one another that we have ever touched one another we have flirted back and forth but nothing else*** so we just lay there him rubbing my back me rubbing his arm..its about 1:30 when we wake up our arms still around each other..So he asks if he can crash on the couch I say yes you can crash here but you don't have to sleep on the couch my bed is big enough for 2 well 3 (not that I have tried) so while we are standing there aguing about the couch and the bed his kisses me lol threw we for a loop I stood there speechless(that don't happen very often so he says I been wanting to do that since I got back in town..LOL so he grabs my hand and says lets go to bed...so he gets undressed down to his boxers mmmmm nice body LOL so we are laying there in bed talking and kissing which was fun...It was nice to fall asleep next to a warm body thought best night sleep I had in a long time..So I have no idea what this means if anything i'm honestly not gonna worry about it if something happends then it does if not then so be it but i'll enjoy it while it last =)

Party People

2006-02-22T13:25:00.000-08:00

This weekend I went out to a BBW party for those of you who don't know what BBW stands for its means Big Beautiful Women(BBW)...So yes I am a chubby chick LOL I am now small or skinny I am far from it I am comfortable in my skin I am happy being me I may be have some junk in my trunk (LOL)... This is my body its who I am take it or leave it my weight hasn't stopped me from doing anything that I have wanted to do and it never will and my weight isn't a problem for me until I start having health issues I eat right and I exercise but i'm still a big girl blame genetics lol but i'm not going to let me being big stop me from living...So anyways I went to this party and had a blast its a bunch of women and men who are either bbws or like bbws its a size acceptence group....But I met a slew of people and some hot looking men lol I enchange emails with a few of them I don't exchange numbers until later its easier to get a new email addy then it is to get a new phone number I exchanged emails with 5 men lets see how long it takes for us to connect I figured I would wait a few days and email them I spent most of the evening talking to a man named Lucas he lives near me which is cool so we will see how all these work out...Tim is suppose to come over for dinner tonight and to watch some movies...As I sit here at my desk typing this I am so tired its not even funny with all this crap going on I haven't had a good night sleep in so long I am so ready to go to the store and buy something to help me sleep..Well I have a meeting to go to here in a few so i'll say bye for now maybe i'll blog more when I get home...

Playing Catch-Up

2006-02-22T02:05:00.000-08:00

Ok I been slacking bad and i'm going to try and blog more often even though I don't think that many people read my blog but for those of you who do thanx for stopping by feel free to leave a comment or drop me an email I would love to hear from you...Well as I said before life has been hectic as all out hell I am thinking of looking for a new job cause this one is driving me Nuckin Futs(trying to curb my cussing lol)...I like what I do I am just tired od the A**holes that go along with the job if you know you can't do the task at hand don't ask for the job and then at the last minute chick out cause you can't deal all you have to do is ask for help not that hard(it seems to be for the people I work with) I am thinking of applying for a different job within the same company I haven't decided yet...But what I do know is it's time for a freakin VACATION I have plenty of time saved up and i'm thinking of taking my butt to Vegas BABY !!!! For a week or two no one but me that way like the commercial says "What Happends In Vegas, Stays In Vegas" AKA "Whoever I Do In Vegas Stays In Vegas" yes I know I have no shame but come on its Vegas what did you expect me to say lol....Well as for the craziness outside of work well I got a call from my aunt telling me that a cousin of mines who is only 13 is pregnant( I know its said to say but everyone saw it coming her mom never knew where her lil butt was running off to she divorced my cousin and then up and moved to N.Dakota for some guy she met online they have this on again off again relationship going on and her kids (she has 3-13,11, and 9 all girls) are the last thing on her mind so hopefully the other 2 don't follow in their sisters footsteps....Their dad on the other hand is just as bad he is off doing who knows what with who knows who but my aunt wont talk about that cause in her eyes he kids who are in the 30's can do no wrong lol....Got a phone call today that my friend Gabe from back east was in a car accident he was hit head on by a drunk driver he plowed Gabe's car into a tree....Gabe has a few broken ribs and a concussion and a broken arm he fell asleep that night and didn't wake up again he slipped into a coma overnight...I emailed JD(Ex Boyfriend you can go back and read about him in the Jan archives post called "When The Past Invades The Future) I would linked back to that entry but I have no clue how if anyone who is reading this knows how feel free to let me know please thank you....We have been talkng via email I'm not ready to talk to him on the phone yet I don't think we could ever been what we were before he got involved in the drugs I have no problem being his friend but that is all I can be for now I told him that and he says he understand so we will see how that goes so for now that is all the catch up I have for now the next post will be about a party I attended this weekend.... Here is a real funny thing that happened to me I had a date this weekend was having a good time until in the middle of dinner he drops a bomb on me btw "I'm Married"... LOL well that put and end to dinner right there now I have no problem being friends with guys who married but tell me this before hand so I don't have some women trying to mow me down with her car and I have no clue why...Well thats it for this post.....More to Come

Great Sex..Mind Somewhere Else...

2006-02-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

Ok I need to go back here and post this cause as I stated in the previous post life has been hectic and crazy(more on that later)..Well anyways last week me and Shawn had sex(good-bye sex he is moving back to Texas his dad has lung cancer) I wont go into deatails but it was great sex clothes were flying bodies on the couch, bed all over it was some of the best sex i've had in awhile but for some odd reason my mind kept drifting to someone else...What it would be like to be with them kissing them,moaning for them feeling them slide inside of me his breathe on my face...Now this is a first for me i've never had my mind wonder off during sex before...I have no idea what to do about this...So now I have to wonder about what is going to happen the next time I have sex the last thing I need to do is moan his name during sex..I don't see us getting together as he is in another sate far away from me but i'm sure from a conversation that we had this evening I do believe if we were to ever get together we would have a great time... I have no problem thinking about him when i'm alone it's just that when i'm with someone else it isnt a good idea ..so does anyone have any ideas on what to do all help and ideas would be greatly appreciated

HNT A Few Days Late

2006-02-18T01:15:00.000-08:00

I have been slacking on the blogging lately life has been a lil hectic and very confusing i'll get into that more later but here is my pic for HNT I'm beginning to run out of ideas..I really need to get some batteries for my digital cam Enjoy

What's Your Fantasy....

2006-02-17T14:20:00.000-08:00

Here Is Another Story For Your Enjoyment

I step into the shower and press my body against your and kiss you mmmm I love the way your lips feel against mines...I feel your hands beginning to caress my back and my neck mmmmm I ask "did you enjoy your birthday baby" you grab me and pull me close and kiss me sliding your tongue into my mouth mmmm "yes I had a great time tonight"I grab the sponge and make u turn around I kiss your back and begin washing your back mmmm let me wash your chest for you I soap up your chest and begin washing your crotch paying close attention to you cock I love the way your cock feels in my hands..you ask me are you having fun,,I'm just making sure your all clean you grab the sponge and say my turn while washing my back your begin kissing my neck mmmmm god I love when you do that i learn against you and feel your hands in place of the sponge standing under the shower washing the soap off I feel your hands caressing my breasts and your other hand trails down to my pussy oh I push my back further against your chest and let out a moan oh god your gonna make me cum...mmmm cum for me honey you lean me against the wall and begin pinching my nipple and gently biting it...I love how you rub my clit my hand finds your cock hard as a rock mmmmmm you say lets take this out into the bedroom..In the bedroom I say its your birthday what was your wish for tonight you look at me and smile and say my fantasy and I say mmmmm my pleasure..I turn off most of the lights but leave two on so they can see and I pull back the curtain showing you a full length window facing the hotel across from us mmmmm we pull the chair over in front of the window you make me sit in front of the window facing it you kneel in front of me kissing me sliding a finger in me mmmmm more I moan one more mmmmm does 2 fingers feel good baby mmmmm more u slide another finger in there and mmmmmmmmmmm yes your thumb rubbing my clit mmmmmm i feel your mouth closing over my nipple sucking it mmmmmmm "are you ready baby you ask me" "mmm yes I moan" I stand up and face the window and put one foot up on the arm of the chair and you kneel in front of me I brace myself on the window as you slide three fingers deep in my pussy and I feel your tongue licking,sucking gently nibbling my clit I look across and see a few people watching us baby "well lets give them a show" you say and delve back into my pussy grabbing my ass and pushing me towards your face I begin running my hands through your hands and moaning mmmmm...I moan mmmm I want your cock in my mouth you stand up and move closer to the window we notice a we more lookers I drop to my knees and begin licking your cock licking the head of your cock in circles the way you like mmm...feel my tongue licking from the head of your cock to your balls licking your balls and back up to the head of your cock I open wide and take your thick cock into my mouth as you let out a loud moan I feel your cock getting harder in my mouth throbbing against my tongue...You moan fuck yes suck my cock you begin fucking my face slowing sliding your cock in and all the way our to my lips and back in again you look out the window and say to me hmm there are a few more people now...I'm massaging your balls now and sucking you harder and faster I tell you I want you to cum you tell me mmmmmm no I wanna fuck you like you want it nice and hard...I stand up and face the window you make me put my foot up on the chair again and you learn against me and slide your hard cock into my pussy oh fuck I scream you begin fucking me slowly your hand reaching around to tease my clit my head falls back on ur shoulder and I scream fuck me harder you place my hands on the sides of the window and press my body against the glass oh god the cold glass against my nipples makes them so hard..I feel your hand on my hips pulling me back a lil towards you my foot a lil further up on the chair you place both hands on my hips and ram your cock in me so hard I almost lose my balance faster and faster you fuck me you ask me is this how you like it ? is this how you liked to be fucked ? Yes oh fuck yes this is how I liked to be fucked you know just how I like it please don't stop make me cum oh yes faster you fuck me making my pussy take every inch of your cock harder and harder I know your about to cum I can feel your cock throbbing deep in me with one finally thrust we both cum together and so ends our show for the night

Valentines Love 2(51-100)

2006-02-14T04:45:00.000-08:00

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

51. For The First Time-Rod Stewart
52. We’ve Got Tonight-Bob Seger
53. Iris-Goo Goo Dolls
54. Secret Garden-Bruce Springsteen
55. I Turn To You-Christina Aguilera
56. Your Still The One-Shania Twain
57. So Much In Love-All-4-One
58. I Love You-Sarah McLachlan
59. Last Night-Az Yet
60. Ain’t No Mountain High Enough-Marvin Gaye
61. First Time Ever I Saw Your Face-Roberta Flack
62. I Wanna Take Forever Tonight-Peter Cetera & Crystal Bernard
63. I Do Cherish You-98 Degrees
64. Sometimes When We Touch-Dan Hill
65. Lady In Red-Chris De Burgh
66. Turn Me On-Norah Jones
67. I’ll Be-Edwin McCain
68. You Got A Way-Shania Twain
69. I Need You-LeAnn Rimes
70. Power Of Love-Celine Dion
71. All My Life-Linda Rondstadt
72. Because You Loved Me-Celine Dion
73. Little Moments-Brad Paisley
74. I Need You-LeAnn Rimes
75. Tonight I Wanna Be Your Man-Andy Griggs
76. Remember When-Alan Jackson
77. I Melt-Rascal Flatts
78. When You Lie Next To Me-Kellie Coffey
79. Come A Lil Closer-Dierks Bently

80. She Think She Needs Me-Andy Griggs
81. Here With Me-Dido
82. Breathe-Faith Hill
83. Endless Love-Lionel Richie & Diana Ross
84. It’s Your Love-Tim McGraw & Faith Hill
85. When I Said I Do-Clint Black & Lisa Hartman Black
86. My Best Friend-Tim McGraw
87. Spend My Life With You-Eric Benet & Tamia
88. Me & You-Kenny Chesney
89. Beautiful In My Eyes-Joshua Kadison
90. Here We Are –Gloria Estafan
91. I’ll Always Be Right There-Brian Adams
92. The Rose-Bette Midler
93. Angel Of Mine-Monica
94. You Had Me At Hello-Kenny Chesney
95. My Boo-Usher & Alicia Keys
96. Underneath It All-No Doubt
97. Forever & Ever, Amen-Randy Travis
98. Bless This Broken Road-Rascal Flatts
99. Thank You For Loving Me-Bon Jovi
100. From This Moment On-Shania Twain

If you have a Favorite song that isn't on the list let me know what songs you like

Valentines Love 1(1-50)

2006-02-14T04:15:00.000-08:00

In lieu of Valentines Day I decided to post my 100 favorite love songs I'm sure there is something on here for everyone I got some old,some new and some oldies but goodies enjoy

1. Ever Really Loved A Women-Bryan Adams
2. Wonderful Tonight-Eric Clapton
3. Take My Breath Away -Berlin
4. Here & Now-Luther Vandross
5. Back At One-Brian McKnight
6. Finally Found Someone-Bryan Adams & Barbara Streisand
7. When A Man Loves A Women-Percy Sledge
8. Forever & For Always-Shania Twain
9. Let’s Make Love-Tim McGraw & Faith Hill
10. How Do I Live-Trisha Yearwood
11. To Make You Feel My Love-Garth Brooks
12. Open Arms-Journey
13. I Just Called To Say I Love You-Stevie Wonder
14. I Believe In You & Me-Whitney Houston
15. I Will Always Love You-Dolly Pardon
16. I Can Love You-Gary Allen
17. I Still Believe In You-Vince Gill
18. I Knew I Loved You-Savage Garden
19. All My Life-KC & Jo Jo
20. Hero-Enrique Iglesias
21. I’ll Make Love To You-Boyz II Men
22. Truly, Madly, Deeply-Savage Garden
23. You Raised Me Up-Josh Gorban
24. Unchained Melody-The Righteous Brothers
25. Somewhere Out There-Linda Rondstadt & James Ingram
26. Heaven-Bryan Adams
27. A Moment Like This-Kelly Clarkson
28. This I Swear-Nick Lachey
29. Have I Told You Lately-Rod Stewart
30. You’re my Soul & Inspiration-The Righteous Brothers
31. Dangerously In Love-Beyonce
32. Bedtime-Usher
33. If I Ain’t Got You-Alicia Keys
34. She’s Like The Wind-Patrick Swayze
35. When You Say Nothing At All-Alison Krause
36. You Are So Beautiful To Me-Joe Cocker
37. Lady-Kenny Rogers
38. Come Away With Me-Nora Jones
39. Now & Forever-Richard Marx
40. By Your Side-Sade
41. I’ll Stand By You-The Pretenders
42. Angels-Robbie Williams
43. Every Time I Close My Eyes-Babyface
44. Someone To Love-Jon B
45. Tonight I Celebrate My Lover-Roberta Flack
46. Valentine-Martina McBride & Jim Brickman
47. I Wanna Be With You-Mandy Moore
48. Everything I Do-Bryan Adams
49. Something About The Way You Look Tonight-Elton John
50. After All-Cher & Peter Cetera

Players vs Ho's(No I Don't Mean Santa Clause)

2006-02-11T01:00:00.000-08:00

Ok I must be missing something here and maybe someone can explain it to me...This morning I stumbled into a conversation with these 3 guys in my office(by stumbled I meant I was walking past and made the dumb mistake of saying good morning lol I'll never make that mistake again)...They were talking about a girl who just started working there and the fact that she was "Ho" because they heard from some guy she went out with that she is easy...They stand there and call her a ho but they would be the first one in line to try and get her on her back...So I asked why is she a ho and one guys was like well cause she sleeps around..So I ask him well your not married how many women are you sleeping with now and he was like two and I'm like and that makes her a ho but not you and he says no I'm not a ho im just a player playing the game..I'm like you are so full of bullshit and I ask him ok in your eyes she is a Ho but given the chance would you sleep with her ? and His reply is of course...By now I'm totally and utterly disgusted with them and I just walk away...So in the middle of lunch(while I was having a nice conversation with a fellow bloggin buddy) one of the guys can in and was like how come you left the conversation.. I'm like well I have work to get done and I didn't want to be apart of the conversation anymore..He was oh I thought you were mad cause we were calling her a ho(damn is he that dense??) I just don't understand why they call a women a ho just because she likes sex or has an insatiable sexual appetite and needs to fill it...If someone cares to explain this to me plz do I'm all ears....Well that's all for now see you in my posts

What do you want.....

2006-02-10T13:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday at lunch me,Sarah and these 2 ladies that we work with were sitting around talking about what we look for in a man...Well you all know Sarah's story but the other 2 women were Esther & Linda....Esther is 50 and has been married since she was 18 and Linda is 40 and has been married 4 times about to be 5 soon...So we were sitting there talking and I think I can see why Linda has been married so many times a few of the things she looks for well as in her words requirements are a man with a 6 figure income or higher,no kids(at least at home) & have a vacation home somewhere nice(now I can see why she has been married so many times)..I damn near chocked when I heard her talk about he has to have a 6 figure income nothing smaller...I like well damn I don't require a 6 figure income I don't want someone for money...So I came home and sat and thought about what I was looking for or wanted or liked in a man I figured I would list them and see what people thought lol...

1. Preferable older then me(no one younger has ever asked me out LOL)
2. My Height or Taller(not a requirement
3. Has a Job( I don't care if its picking up dog shit) or actively seeking employment don't be the person who bitches about not having a job but your not looking either)
4. LOVES SEX
5. Have a sense of humor(Laughter is the best medicine)
6. I have a sheer utter attraction to white men(always have I'm not saying I won't date other races)
7. Honest
8. Trustworthy
9. Not into drugs(been there done that got the T-shirt LOL)
10.Not a alcoholic(drinking if fine just don't over-do it)
11.Likes sports or at least will try it
12.Likes to cuddle
13.Talks to me about thing not keeps them bottled up
14.Can hold a conversation
15.Is willing to try new things
16.Wants me for me

I'm sure I'm missing something's on my list that didn't pop in my head when I started this post or if you think I missed something let me know...Well I will have a few more posts today due to the fact that I been slacking...See you in the posts.

Back To Business

2006-02-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

I am glad that you like my stories plz feel free to email me with any ideas you have that I can add to my stories..Well today was my first day back at work since breaking my fingers..I was loosing mind at home and I figured if I could sit there and type out an erotic story I can come to work lol....It was nice to be back I had a little surprise on my desk when I got there...It was a bear with an envelope attached the card said"You were missed sorry to hear about your injury I finally get back here and your not here I hope to see you soon" and of course no named signed..So I asked Sarah since she is the only one that has a key to my office and she says"Yea someone asked me to leave that for you so I put in it your office" and then she says" before you ask I can't tell you who its from, but you know him" um ok that's alot of help lol and she hands me another envelop and says"he gave me this one Friday but I was on my way out and never got a chance to drop it off in your office" So this one asks me to lunch sometime when I come back to work" I look at Sarah and she says" Sorry I promised I wouldn't tell " So off I go to my office and sit and stare at the cards and bear...I decided to get to work figuring that would take my mind off it..So my back is facing my open door and I hang up the phone and I hear someone say "So did you like the bear and I know that voice and I turn around and its Tim I damn near leaped out of my seat to hug him..Tim is a guy who works for UPS we became friends when I began working for the company I am now..He would pretty much come in there everyday an we hit it off and started hanging out alot...but last year he transfered back east to help take care of this sister and he transfered back here just last week...I am very happy that he is back so we went out for lunch and talked and decided to have dinner this week sometime..I might have to break out the Wok and invite him over...Off to bed night

Another Story

2006-02-05T22:40:00.000-08:00

I really need to start finding ways to occupy my time at night lol....

You take you in my arms and hug and kiss me long and passionate sliding your tongue deep in my mouth while hold me tight against you..You begin to feel my breasts swelling against your chest....I feel you rubbing your hands up and down my back and over my ass.....MMMM kissing and nibbling my neck you unbutton my blouse and slide it off my shoulders letting it fall to the floor, then unhooking my bra and let my breasts go free. You just stand and admire them,Your hoping the nipples are hard when you pinch them with both hands kiss each one...I feel you slide my pants down off my hips slowly and let me step out of them. pulling my panties down to the floor and you begin sucking my nipples as we make our way to the bed ...once on the bed i feel you rubbing and massaging my body all over...Rubbing slowly up the inside of my leg from the knee to the honey spot not touching the spot yet...Just letting my pussy begging you to touch it. After teasing it for a bit you slide 1 finger up the clit rubbing both lips at once. not letting it gap open yet...You see me staring at your hard cock and ask me do I want to taste you..I tell you I wanna 69 and I want u on top so I can get your cock deep in my throat as u slide into my mouth I feel you slide three fingers in me your thumb teasing my clit I feel the tip of your tongue licking my clit oh god it feels great you began fucking my face as my hand plays with your balls..I take your cock out of my mouth and begin licking and sucking your balls the take your cock back into my mouth mmm I love feeling your cock throb against my tongue you start sucking on my clit mmmm I scream FUCK your gonna make me cum mmmmmm I begin begging please don't stop oh don't stop you climb off me never removing your fingers you lay next me kissing me letting me taste myself on your lips you take my nipple in your mouth my hips begin bucking against your fingers you whisper in my ear cum for me baby girl cum for daddy...mmmm you begin fingering me harder oh god daddy I moan mmmm I'm gonna cum oh god yes mmmm I cum all over your fingers..You tell me to roll over on my stomach I feel you kiss your way down my back and gently bite and spank my ass....MMMM I know what you want I get on all fours and you begin to spank me lightly I feel the head of you cock brushing against my pussy and I beg please fuck me....You slide inside of me..Letting out a moan of pleasure you start sliding all the way out and back in nice and slow mmmm harder fuck me harder oh yes just like that I moan you lean forward sinking your teeth into my shoulder mmmmm I love when you bite me....You slide out of me and before you know it I have you on your back sliding myself down on you taking all of you deep in me you place your hands on my hips as I grind and rock against you I feel ur finger playing with my clit I grab the headboard and begin going a lil faster I feel your mouth and your tongue licking and sucking my nipples mmmmm...Your cock feels so good sliding in and out of me as I bounce up and down..You grab my ass and dig your nails in telling me your about to cum I keep riding you fucking you hearing you moan as I reach back and begin massing your balls I feel you cum deep in me..As I lay my head on your chest I feel you wrap your arms around me

I've Been Tagged

2006-02-05T12:40:00.000-08:00

I've been tagged by Confused Husband over @ My Journey Of Self Discovery..
Here is what I have to do..List 5 imperfections that you find annoying but could or have learned to live with. These are NOT deal breakers but they are irritating and annoying. But if your 8 perfect characteristics were met, you could learn to put up with these. Pass this on to 5 people. Preferably those with impossibly high standards

1.Unwillingness to Try New things Sexually-I'm not saying public sex but try something new

2.Keeping Things To Yourself-If something is bothering you tell me I'm not a damn mind reader

3.Acting Childish-Speaks for itself

4.Lying-Little lies like yea that is a cute shirt is ok but big ones like no I'm not banging the babysitter irritate me

5.Talking During Sports-If it isnt related to the sport talk about it during a commercial

Ok so I have to tag 5 people I don't know if 5 people read my blog but i'll tag

Desperate Husband

Venting Housewife

An Uncomfortable Zone

Foolish Mutterings

Tales Of A Passionate Man

A Little Story...

2006-02-04T17:05:00.000-08:00

When I get bored I write its always sex related LOL I cant help it that's where my mind is a majority of the time so I was in bed last night bored when i wrote this not much thought put into it thought I'm sure I can come up with something better LOL...When I'm not falling asleep

You knock on the door and I open it and say hi I let you in and we hug mmmmm nice strong arms we got sit on the couch when I sit down you move a lil closer to me I feel your arm behind me on the couch you say to me I'm happy we finally got the chance to get together as we continue to talk I feel you hand brushing up against my face as I turn towards u we begin kissing mmmmm we continue kissing our tongues intertwined around one another I feel you hands caressing my arms and my back mmmmmm it feels so good I feel your hand sliding up my shirt rubbing my nipple through my bra as you finger touches me I let out a moan...you whisper in my ear do you like that I answer oh yes you push me back on the couch and pull my shirt up and begin licking and sucking my nipples oh god yes it feels so good plz don't stop...mmmmm you licking , sucking, nibbling oh you have me so wet you unbutton my pants and you pull them down and you begin by sliding your fingers into my wet pussy mmmm you lean over me and say baby you are so wet you tell me to lay on the couch and spread my legs you slide 3 finger in me and start fingering me and licking my nipples I look and see u have a huge bulge in your pants I reach up and unbutton your pants and pull you cock out of your boxers mmmmm nice and big thick and hard I pull your cock toward my mouth and lick the head of your cock you moan and as I suck you I feel you fingers deep in me mmmmmm you fingers playing with my clit and making me so wet mmmmm your cock taste good mmmmm I cum all over your fingers mmmmmmmmmmm as your standing in front of me I sit up and take your cock deep in my mouth sucking and licking it as if it were a lollipop I feel you getting harder and harder you cock throbbing against my tongue I take you out of my mouth and lick the that throbbing vein in ur shaft and you let out a moan I continue sucking you and licking you I caress your balls and I begin sucking you harder and harder my hand follows the same trail as my mouth mmmmm I taste some precum on the head of you cock and lick it off as if it were melted ice cream I look at you and say cum for me I take you back in my mouth and continue sucking you mmmmm you begin to moan louder and tell me your going cum oh your gonna cum mmmmmmmm I suck you harder and faster and with one last hard suck u shoot all your cum deep into my throat I keep sucking till your cock is empty……

~HNT~~ A Day Late

2006-02-03T15:30:00.000-08:00

LOL I really had no idea what to take a picture of so here you all have it my right hand maybe next week you will get the left hand with two broken fingers LOL..I just noticed I have some stubby fingers geesh maybe this hand pic wasn't such a good idea lol...

What A Day

2006-02-03T14:16:00.000-08:00

I swear every idiotic asshole was out yesterday when I went out to run errands...I'm driving down the street and almost get hit by some boy who looked like he was maybe 15 and could barely see over the dashboard..Then I get in line at the grocery store cause I was craving Starbucks(incase any men are reading the way to my heart and other body parts is Starbucks LOL)...Now shit like this makes me happy that I am no long a cashier in this world..While in line the lady ahead of me asked that cashier for a book so stamps so he gives her a book and she opens them and says "oh they are just plain ones you don't have any prettier ones" so he says "no man I dont think we do" then she yells at him "well go look then I want nicer ones I don't like these" so he goes and looks and comes back and says"i'm sorry mam they all look the same did you still want the stamps" and she snatches them away from him and says all snotty "yea i'll take them I bet you didn't even look anyways it's not that hard" and I'm standing there thinking fuck that is just down right nasty for her to treat him that way and the guy behind me says to her "well if you don't like the stamps they have here you can go to the post office and get pretty ones" She just looked at him and rolled her eyes and walked off...I swear its cause of people like her I am happy I am no longer a cashier I loved working with the public until I ran into people like her that just wanted to tell to fuck off...And what pisses me off is the guy she was rude to is always nice to people offering to help them to their car and stuff but the whole time she was treating him like crap. But he was never rude to her the whole time kept a smile on his face had it been me i'm sure I would have lost my job that night...So here we are 2 days away from Superbowl Sunday anybody have any hot plans..I have been invited to a few parties but I may just stay at home and drink and not have to worry about driving home...Anyone have any great plans tonight or tomorrow night I was thinking of going out and seeing what trouble I can find LOL and maybe I can get trouble to come to me LOL....Well have somethings to get done around here have a good Friday everyone

AIM,Yahoo & 2 Broken Fingers LOL

2006-02-02T13:35:00.000-08:00

Well I stayed home from work today due to the fact that yesterday I was moving a trunk in my closet and dropped it on my hand breaking 2 fingers I think I used every cuss word in the book lastnight...I got some good drugs so I'm happy but I am bored at home so I think i'll be off to work tomorow havent decided..Well i'm on AIM messsnger and Yahoo I have no idea how to put them on my blog page and i don't know where to get the yahoo online icon so if any one knows plz feel free to pass the info on but if anyone wants to chat my AIM is sinningbbw and the same for yahoo i'm on AIM more then yahoo so feel free to drop by and say Hi...On a completely different topic I need to get a dog or get Fuck buddies who don't travel for work I need a warm body in my bed at night damn its cold..I also need to get laid LOL..Any offers (I think the pain pills are starting to take effect) and the fact that I have a sore throat isn't any fun either...Well I think I'm going to cover my finger go take a shower and crawl into bed and relax and get some sleep..Night All have a great night....

When The Past Envades The Present

2006-01-30T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today was a day I never expected to happen I was checking my email at work on lunch and found and email from my ex boyfriend JD..Me and JD dated from the time I was 21-24(graduated High School @ 17 and took time off before college)...Pretty much my college life..We hit it off from the start I knew his through a guy I knew in high school when I started college JD was a year ahead of me but we still hung out and everything we began dating and had a good relationship until his senior yr things began to go down hill in their Senior Year everyone wants to party and have fun which is all well and good but he got to the point that he would go out and party pass out and miss classes in the middle of his Senior Year he got a DUI and I figure that would sober him up well it did for awhile I'll give you the short version as not to bore you all to death well any ways we were good until about my close to the end of my Senior year his drinking was back up and now on top of that he added the need to start experimenting in drugs at the time all I knew about was him smoking weed(as I found out later it was more then just weed) according to him he needed to do these things cause he was living in the "Real World" and needed to relax after a hard days work the drugs and the drinking got worse and I stayed with him figuring maybe I could convince him to stop well it got worse
the night of my graduation he hadn't showed up and I was pissed after the ceremony I got a call from his parents tell me he was in the hospital apparently he had overdosed and one of his friends called the police and then left him there...As I raced to the hospital I begged and pleaded to please let him be ok..When I got there and saw him hooked up to all these machines I balled my eyes out that night I sat there after everyone was gone and I begged him to please get some help..I loved this man with all my heart and it was killing me watching him destroy his life this way I know when he refused to get help because according to him he didn't have a problem I probably should have been gone then but as they say love makes you do strange things a little while after that a friend of mines called and told me his company was hiring and he talked to his boss and wanted me to fly here about a job so when I got back I got a call from his parents that JD was in the hospital again he had overdosed for some odd reason as I was driving to the hospital I couldn't bring myself to cry when I got there and saw him I was scared but I was pissed(thinking why is he doing this to himself and why can't I make him stop) I sat there that night in his room crying and thinking I can't keep doing this I can't sit here and wait until I get a call one day telling me he is dead or he has killed someone I love him more then anything but right now I need to love myself more and let him go I didn't want to break up but I knew we had to the only left to do was tell JD a few days later I got a call from the company offering me the job they told me I had 2 weeks to decide and I talked to my mom and thought it over and decided to take the job(basically I ran from my problems not something I'm proud of) The night I decided to take the job I went to see JD and told him that I loved him more then I have ever loved anyone but I can't sit here and watch him destroy his life and as much as it killed me we needed to break up he said to me if you loved me you would see I am the same person I have always been and I told him no your not JD this isn't the real you or maybe I never knew the real you but I can't sit here and watch you kill yourself because you don't think that since you have overdosed twice that you have a problem...I told him that I was moving and taking a job out of state...He asked me if I hated him and I said no(as much as I wished I could have because it probably would have made the break up a lot easier) I told him no matter what he thought about how I felt about him I loved him and maybe if I wasn't there he would get some help...So he asked me when I left and asked me if he could take me to the airport he promised he wouldn't be high and we would be sober and surprisingly he was so we sat there and talked when my plane boarded he hugged me and kissed me we said I love you and then he handed me a box and told me not to open it until I was on the plane so here I sit in my seat trying not to ball like a baby and I open the box and inside there is a necklace and a slip of paper that says I got this when you graduated sorry I didn't get to give it to you I Love You ...I still have that necklace and paper hidden in my jewelry box...So fast forward to today and he got my email from a mutual friend of ours so he emails me and tells me he has been clean and sober going on 3 yrs this yr and he would like to talk to me he gave me his number and said if I didn't feel comfortable called I could email him..At the end of his email he posted the lyrics to Here Without You By 3 Doors Down I enclose then at the end of this post so after I read the email I downloaded the song when and got the necklace sat and listened to the song and cried...I have no idea what to do if anyone had any ideas or advice plz pass it on thank you...Off to think Night All

Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby,
and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby,
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me (yeah)

The miles just keep rolling, as the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it gets better as we go (ooh yeah yeah)

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and
I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in
my dreams And tonight girl, there's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go (yeah)
It gets hard but it won't take away (yeah yeah yeah) my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done It gets hard but it
won't take away my love (ooh ooh ooh)

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me (yeah)(oh yeah, ooooh, oooooooh)

A Date to Remember

2006-01-29T12:30:00.000-08:00

Well Friday was date night for me and Shawn and I must say I had a wonderful time...All the talking we did at lunch on Thursday and we still hadn't decided where to go so he called me at work on Friday and asked me if I preferred someplace casual or dressy I told him I can do either what girl doesn't like to play dress up now and then ok he said dressy it is and he would be here to pick me up at 6 and he promised we would have a good time...So I decide to go shopping on my lunch for a new dress and shoes then head back to work and take care of some loose odds and ends ..So I head home and start getting ready..So 6 rolls around and I hear a knock on my door and there stands Shawn with some flowers so I put them in water he tells me I look great and he looks gorgeous as always LOL....So our first stop was the aquarium I have been dying to go there since I got here and haven't had the chance to go..Well its a gorgeous place I am glad I finally got to get there...Next stop was dinner this place was spectacular we had a great dinner and talked dessert and talked and the next thing we knew the waiter told us they were going to be closing soon LOL we looked around and no one else was there but us....We were going to take a walk but it began raining so we decided to head home..I asked him if he wanted to come in for a drink he says sure he just wanted to go home and change into something more comfortable so he came back over in a pair of sweats and a t-shirt I was pretty much wearing the same LOL...So we have a few drinks and we were talking and one thing led to another and next thing I know we are making out clothes stayed on though LOL but I must say mmmm he is a damn good kisser..Well we decided to watch a movie and the next thing I know its Saturday morning about 11:00 and his cell phone is ringing it was a guy he works with they were suppose to go to the gym and then have lunch so he tells his friend he is running late and will be there as soon as he can so I walk him to the door and we exchange kisses and he asks me if I had a nice night and I told him I did he says he did and thanked me and asked me if he could call me later I told him I would like that and a few kisses later he was on his way..Fun was had by all LOL....So how was your weekend ???

Ever Had Sex Outdoors...MMMMSexually Explict

2006-01-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

Alex is a man I will never forget he gave me my first outdoors sexual experience..I was and still kind of am a very shy person I usually only have sex indoors LOL...This was about four or more years ago when I was in college he came and picked me up from school one night and we were driving and saw this deserted road and he drove over and stopped Alex was fuckin gorgeous long blond hair and blue eyes mmmm....nice tongue and cock ring to match..So we were parked and making out hot and heavy and he asks me have you ever been fucked outside and I said no and he says well there is a first time for everything..So we are outside leaning against the car kissing and caressing his hand is up my shirt playing with my nipples mmmmmm ...I remember it like it was yesterday so he pulls up my shirt and begins licking and sucking my nipples he slides his hand down my pants and starts playing with my clit I never knew moans could echo so well LOL....I can feel his cock pushing against his pants so I undo his pants and feel his cock jump out of his boxers as I was stroking his cock I asked him if he wanted me to suck him he moaned so I took that as a yes so I got on my knees and took him in my mouth he was about 8 1/2 in nice and oh very thick mmmmm I really miss sucking his cock LOL..As I'm sucking him I feel him getting harder and harder moaning louder and louder his cock throbbing against my tongue as he tells me he is about to come I take him deep in my mouth making sure not to miss or lose a drop of cum mmmm...I love the taste of cum..That's one of the things I loved about Alex after he came he was always still hard..So after I make him cum he stands me up and pulls down my pants and starts licking my pussy oh god it felt so good then it starts to rain mmmm... I didn't care LOL after I cum he turns me around and bend me over the car and begins slowly fucking me deeper and deeper faster and faster it seemed like the harder he fucked me the harder it rained ..After we came we got up and got back in the car drove a lil further up the deserted road had more trees so the rain wasn't so much and did the same thing two more times and then I went home mmmm...What a night damn I still wish he was around LOL

Happy ~HNT~ # 2

2006-01-26T18:10:00.000-08:00

LOL this is my tongue My favorite tool...I have a tendency to like to lick stuff not everything just certain things and if I have to go into detail then something is surely wrong with you guys imaginations lol..... Sorry about the orange I had some Cheetos LOL...Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday Everyone...I'll be back later with another post

Did I Do This Right ??

2006-01-24T10:55:00.000-08:00

Ok I went to the website and got the tag am I suppose to take a test or something to see how much my blog is worth ??? I know it must be worth something LOL....Well yesterday was a good day I got asked out ona date my my neighbor Shawn we have known each other for about a year and a half we ahev went out for drinks but he has never asked me out on a date...I had come home on lunch because I had forgotten some papers I needed so when I was walking in he was on his way out he asked me what I was up to reg small talk and asked me if i wanted to join him for a cup of coffee since I was on lunch so I said OF COURSE lol (I never turn down a handsome man LOL) so we go to Starbucks (God I LOVE the Carmel Frapp MMMMMM almost better then sex) LOL...So he asks me if i'm busy friday night and asks me if I would like to go out on a date with him and I said yes....Let me tell you about Shawn he is 36(10 yrs older then me LOVE older men) 6'0 blond hair goregous bluish grey eyes they change colors like a mood ring LOL he is a cop has some tattoos (i'm a tattoo fanatic) nice smile...very generous and caring about his family and friends...I'm sure I could go on but don't want to bore you all...So thursday we are gonna have lunch and decide what we want to do friday night...So as you can see i'm blogging from work thank god for laptops something happedn to our computer service LOL so while most are sitting waiting I cna still get some work done and blog at the same time.....SO if anyone can figure out what I did wrong with the what's my blog worth thing plz let me know I gotta be worth something....See you all in my posts Have a good day

Ahhhhh What a Weekend

2006-01-23T13:30:00.000-08:00

Well I hope everyone had a great weekend so far Yesterday was FOOTBALL day !!!!! am a huge sports fanatic always have been... I am glad the Seahawks and the Steelers won I can't wait to see the Superboel !!!!! Well I'm going to go back to my post when I asked is it ever right to cheat ? Well I asked Sarah why she cheated I asked did Max treat you badly, abuse you mentally or physically ?? What drove you to cheat and I must say her answer threw me for a loop she said no we have a great relationship and we get along....I just cheated because "I wanted to know what it was like" that was her answer come to find out a lady in our office who had just quit and she had an affair and was telling Sarah about it and how exciting it was to sneak around and meet and things like that...Well she never got caught so I guess Sarah thought she wouldn't either.....Well as we know she got caught... Well she went to her appt last week and she said Bob went with her she thinks its because he cares no its because he wanted to make sure you weren't taking his money and deciding not to have it..Since then she hasn't heard from him she has emailed him and he hasn't responded geee I wonder why ???? I told her maybe this is a sign that she needs to go to counseling with her husband.... Well on to the next topic I'm sure I am going to get some grief on what I am about to say but I guess in some circumstances there are reasons for cheating...I can't say yes and I can't say no I have never been in the situation to decide if I was going to cheat or not and I can't judge someone for cheating it happends different things lead different people to do things differently then others would...Just because Sarah cheated doesn't mean I'm going to stop being friends with her I wish her all the luck in the world and I hope her and her husband get back together...I can't judge someone cause I'm not in their shoes....Well that's it for now see you in my posts

Happy ~HNT~

2006-01-19T11:35:00.000-08:00

Sorry the pic kinda sucks my digital cam died so I had to use the web cam...To answer any question yes they are big 56DD and yes they are mines no I didn't buy them they are the ones God gave me LOL

I Have Picture !!!!!!

2006-01-17T12:35:00.000-08:00

Thank you Venting Housewife for all your help I greatly appreciate it

Hmmm..Are there Reasons to Cheat ?????

2006-01-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

Thanks to the comment Aphron left on my post called Manic Monday I decided to as this question to the few people that read my blog and I figured I would ask Sarah when I see her this morning and see what she says but my question is Is there ever really a reason to cheat ? I would love to know what you all think and I will answer the question myself later after i've had time to think about it....Have a good day all

Blogger Photo Hell HELP ME

2006-01-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

Ok I need help LOL I want to put a picture on my profile but I am having the hardest damn time doing it if you can help me I would greatly appreciate it Thanx in advance

Manic Monday

2006-01-17T05:10:00.000-08:00

Oh the shit hit the fan Monday morning....We had today off so I thought maybe I was going to sleep in late well I was wrong about 10:30 this morning Sarah calls me crying asking if she can come over she needs someone to talk to so of course I say yes so she is balling her eyes out and I ask what's wrong and she says my life if ruined Max found out about me & Bob and he knows everything and in my head I'm thinking oh shit !!!...I guess Bob sent her and email to the account her and her husband shared cause she gave him the address cause she was having problems with her other email account and I guess she forgot to delete the email and since its a joint account her husband saw the email and read it and found out everything....So when she got back from the store he confronted her about it and she told him everything and she said he told her he loved her and wanted to make their marriage work and they would go to counseling to figure out what drove her to cheat and he left it at that then he came back and said to her he would work on saving the marriage on one condition she would never see Bob again and he asked her could she promise to never see him again and she said no so he went upstairs and packed a bag and told her he was going to go stay at the other home they owned and if she changed her mind she knew where he was he said he loved her but if she couldn't stop seeing Bob then there was no hope for them to succeed in trying to save their marriage he kissed her and told her he loved and left...so after she told me this I asked her has she lost her damn mind you are willing to lose your husband a man who loves you and who you say you love for a man who doesn't care about you and who you know isn't going to leave his wife and family for you... All you are is a piece of ass for him and I hate to tell you but in his eyes your replaceable he is only still talking to you because you decided to have an abortion cause like he said if you had of decided to keep that child you would have been on your own...So I don't know what is going on in your mind but you need to get your head out of the clouds or out of your ass before you lose your husband you swear you love him and want to save your marriage but you won't stop seeing Bob..Well you need to figure out something and soon before you have nothing I'm sure she probably didn't want to hear what I had to say but sorry it needed to be said lol so how was your Monday....Time to get ready for work see you in my posts....

Wonderful WeekendSexual Explicit

2006-01-15T13:00:00.000-08:00

Well Friday was a wonderful day and night since Shane was coming back into town from his trip so I took Friday off it was my first day off in 6 months so he called me when he getting ready to get on his plane he had to change plans 2 times and then he would be home he told me he would call on his lay overs to let me know that everything was on schedule...So I figured I would go get my hair and nails done...Shane says he likes me in black and dark purple so I went and found this matching bra and panty set that was black and had dark purple sort of like vines over the cups and the front of the panties were the same way..So I headed home took a nice bath and relaxed he called me when he landed and was home and we decided he would be at my place at 7:00 and we would head out....So 7 hits and he is at my door he is always on time I wore his favorite shirt it has a slit on the side as he calls for easy access so I open the door and mmm god I've missed him he hugs and kisses me and I can smell his colonge Preferred Stock mmmmmm that smell makes me so wet I love it..So we head out for dinner we get a booth in the back where its kind of dimly lit up I can feel his hand on thigh caressing it his hand sliding between my legs as the waiter comes and takes our order so he goes back to caressing my legs he learns over and kisses my neck and I let out a moan...I swear everyone in the place heard me LOL...So I spread my legs a lil and feel his fingers slide inside of my panties he leans over and begins whispering in my ear mmmm I love when your pussy is shaved for me he finally touches my clit and I try so hard not to moan out loud the waiter brings our food and he continues to tease my clit and I am so close to cumming and he stops and kisses me and says lets save that for desert..So we eat dinner and head back to my place the minute we get in the door we are all over one another LOL...Next time I know we are both on the bed naked mmmmmI love the feel of him against me...His kisses,his touch his smell mmmm....He pulls me close kissing my shoulder kisses my lips he lays me on my back and climbs on top of me kisses me harder kissing my neck he begins caressing and kissing my breasts licking my nipple making me moan his name he whispers in my ear mmmmm is my little girl wet..I let out a moan yes daddy and he says well let me check and oh god the minute he touches my clit I beg him not to stop mmmmm he lovs when I beg he begins nibbling on my nipple and kissing his way down between my legs mmmm I feel his tongue teasing my clit licking it while fingering me he gently nibbles my clit and begins sucking it in his mouth..I feel his fingers deep in me I moan I'm gonna cum oh god I'm gonna cum I feel my hands running through his hair as I cum so good so hard he come up and kisses me I can taste myself on his lips....I lay him on his back and my hand begins stroking his cock the minute I touch it he moans and his cock begins to get hard I kiss my way down his tummy to a hard cock wanting to be sucked and licked I lick the head of his cock and lick his shaft he moan oh my naughty little girl make your daddy cum as I stroke his cock I lick & suck his balls nothing better then a shaved man I lick back up from his balls to his shaft to the head of his cock and I take his deep in my mouth sucking him harder and deeper with every moan I feel him getting harder and throbbing against my tongue he begs me not to stop cause he is about to cum I begin licking & sucking the head of his cock as I take him deep in my mouth he explodes down my throat mmm I love the taste of cum...I tell him I want him deep inside me I tell him to take me doggy daddy he moan my pleasure lil girl he teases my pussy with the head of his cock everytime I try to back up and let it slide inside me he moves he teases a lil more and asks me how badly I want daddy I moan so badly daddy he begins nice and slow feeding me every inch of his cock inch after inch till he is deep in me nice and slow he begins to go a little faster and a little harder mmm sometimes if feels good when its rough..He is sliding into me and I am backing into him we have a great rhythm going I feel his hands grab my hips harder and harder deeper and deeper fucking me mmm I can feel his cock throbbing deep in me wanting to cum I scream cum with me mmmm a few more thrusts and we both cum mmmm what a night

What A Way To Start The DayExplicit Language

2006-01-12T11:20:00.000-08:00

Well when I said I was going back to bed in my last post well I lied..I had planned on it but my friend Shane(Well he is more then a friend I call him my fuck buddy) instant messaged me online and we started talking and as always he was horny and so was I and he is out of town until friday so we had to make due LOL(Thank goodness for Mental Masterbation) below is our conversation I asked him if I could post it and he said sure me and Shane have been friends for about 3 years and fuck buddies for 2 we don't only have sex we actually go places and do things its just that we aren't a couple he is like me he works damn near 7 days a week and doesn't have time for a serious relationship..I have 2 buddies Shane and Chris and yes they both know about the other just not in detail Chris is the same with his work habits so it all works out Shane and Chris are both in their early 40's what can I say I love older men especially white men love the color contrast mmmmmm.....Below is the conversation from me and Shane....M=me & H=him I hope you enjoy as much as I did ......

H: hi darling
M: how was ur shower the other morning
H: oh man...squirted big time
M: mmmmm what were u thinking about
H: my hand was your mouth and your pussy
M: mmm very
H: and I sucked your nipples....licked your pussy..made u cum first
M: mmmmmmm
H: oh god...wish I was there right now mmmmmmmm
M: me too
H: hope u are wet just thinking about it
M: mmmmmmmmmm god u have no idea
H: what are u wearing right now
M: pjs H: easy off ?
M: yea your favorite ones
H: your legs spread for my hand....kissing u deep and wet...tongue fighting kissesH: feeling your pussy through the pjs
M: begging u to touch me feel me
H: moaning as we kiss harder...you moving your hips to help my fingers
M: mmmmmmmmmm don't stop
H: I unbutton your top and move my mouth to your nipples...my hand reaches inside your pjs....
H: you hold your tit up for my mouth.....and my fingers enter your wet pussy
H: paying attention to both nipples...finger fucking you harder
M: mmmmmmm don't stop I moan make this pussy cum for you
H: pulling your nipple into my mouth...sucking and nibbling
H: I lay you back and lick my way down you body.....pulling your pjs off so I can lick your pussy
H: you spread your legs wide and push my head down...wriggling your hips wanting my tongue
M: mmmmmmmmmm lick my clit you lick it so good
H: I find your waiting...wet...pussy...lick it up and down..teasing u with my tongue
M: oh fuck yes don't stop
H: still licking your pussy
M: are u stroking that big cock for me
H: yes...are you finger fucking that sweet pussy
H: I rub after I type
M: mmmmmmmm my clit is throbbing for u
M: mmmmm I want u to cum for me
H: sucking it into my mouth.....nibbling on your hot clit
M: mmmmmm you know I love when you do that
H: I nibble then I tongue fuck..nibble again
M: mmmmmmm that feels so good
H: love listening to u moan and the feel of you grinding your hips on my face
M: don't stop make me cum for you
M: mmmm make me cum daddy
H: yessss tell me to lick harder
M: lick harder daddy
M: I like being daddy's naughty little girl
H: in and out....tongue fucking my little girl
M: mmmm fuck me daddy cum deep in me
H: cum in my mouth sweetheart...cum for me
M: I wanna cum with u in me daddy
H: ok darling.....getting on my knees...holding your legs wide so i can fuck that gorgeous pussy
M: mmm take me doggy daddy
H: holding your hips....pushing the tip of my cock into u
M: mmmmmmmmmmm tease me daddy
H: spreading that pussy with my cock...sliding in real slow so u can get used to it
M: mmmmm slide that big cock into ur naughty little girl
H: in all the way...holding it there...until u beg
M: fuck me daddy fuck me hard
H: take it sweety...in and out...slamming it in deep harder and harder
M: mmmmm I want u to cum with me daddy cum with me
H: jacking it now....ready.....god u are wonderful
M: mmmm cum daddy cum for ur little girl
H: ughhhhhh I'm cummmmmmmmmmmminnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg
H: did you cum darling..I shot big white cream..it is on my balls and thigh
M: mmmmmmmmmmmm god i came so good
H: me too..wish you were here to lick me clean
M: mmmm soon enough daddy
H: yes..Friday
M: mmmm cant wait
M: did it feel good to cum daddy
H: yessssssssssssssssssssss
H: and for you...did it feel good
M: mmmmm you always make me cum good
H: good..i love being with you...can't believe u like this old guy
M: mmm but daddy I do cant wait to show you how much again and again
H: yes...hope u don't kill me...but what a way to go
M: I haven't killed you yet LOL
H:Well time to shower and head to work
M: yea me too
H: ill talk to you later on today ill call you after my meeting if that is ok
M: yes of course it is
H: good bye little girl
M-good by daddy

That was fun but god its so much better in person....Well I figured while I was home getting somethings that I forgot this morning I would post this real fast hope everyone is having a good day see you all later in my posts...

Why Me ???

2006-01-12T03:35:00.000-08:00

Today I had lunch with a co-worker I'll call Sarah...She is a really nice person always happy and making people smile..Sarah is 45 and had been married for about 15 years so we are at lunch today and she doesn't seem like herself so like an ass LOL I ask her "what's wrong" (BIG MISTAKE) she is like OMG I needed to tell someone and I know I can trust you so as I'm taking a bite of my salad she blurts out "I cheated on Max and I'm pregnant !!!!!!!" So I try not to cough my food back up and try not to choke while swallowing I look at her and say "Oh" lol that is all I could think of to say at the time...."So she goes on to tell me that it was a guy she she had been chatting with online in some group she was in and they had decided to meet for coffee they had met up about 4 or 5 times but at the last meeting the sexual tension was just to great and they ended up getting a hotel room and it just happened...Now maybe my next comment was or wasn't needed at the time but I had to say " I am not one to judge people cause hell trust me I have made some big mistakes in my life but you and his guy ending up in bed together that's didn't just happen...You and him(Bob) made the conscience decision to get a hotel room and now you have a child on the way and you have a husband and he has a wife to worry about...So I ask are you sure it's Bob's and not Max she was like yes cause Max had a vasectomy many years ago and I'm like why didn't you think about making him wear a condom ??? Say he would have ended up giving you and STD what would you have done then ?? I had to tell her Sarah "I'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything I'm just saying you could have been with bib and ended up with more then a baby in the Bob and how would you explain that to your husband why you can't have sex because you have an STD ??? When you and Bob made the decision to get the hotel room I'm sure you passed by a store or gas station you should have made the decision to protect yourself "...So what did Bob say when you told him I asked her well he said what I figured he would say he looked me in the face with no emotion at all and said well I'll pay for an abortion if that's what you want but if you decide to keep it your on your own I have 7 other kids at home to take care of I really don't need anymore and then said email me when you decide what your going to do and got up and left." So what are you going to so I asked and she said well I'm gonna do what I have to do to save my marriage and put this all behind me so next week she has an appointment....But something in me thinks that her and Bob aren't through and after she has this appointment she will go back to seeing him...I swear people like her cause me to drink LOL well I'm off back to bed again for a little while then get up shower and head to work and see what drama I find today have a good day all..See you in my posts

Pull Up A Chair & Stay Awhile

2006-01-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hi there I'm glad you decided to stop by and read my blog..Hopefully having this blog will drop my stress level a lot people always seem to come to me when they have secrets and shit they can't tell anyone else & I'm tired of keeping it inside so I will blog it here and of course change the names to protect the innocent and the stupid....Well since I have to be anonymous about myself I'll tell you all a little about you I have been living on the West Coast for about 5 yrs now I love my job to death I don't have a current boyfriend I have a couple of little relationships I guess you can call it with the hours I work I don't have time for a serious relationship considering I don't see the guys I know more then maybe one or twice a week if even that...I'm a career women and that comes first and foremost...The rest comes later.... I have changed this blog over and over so hopefully I can stick with this for awhile and I hope you all enjoy..Well that is it for now time to get ready for work.See you all later

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